Eternal pain flows within
will ease the pain
on and on through despair
even through morbid thoughts
how I wish it could be over
but at that, it would not be done
redness of a sore beckons me
to inflict the pain that was dealt
to bring about a brutal truth
that sometimes even returning
returning with a vengeance is not enough
agony of a loss will rip through my soul
with the clarity of a thousand lifetimes
but will it all be worth it
will we meet as lovers?
or as unidentifiable souls?
questions that ring through my past life
but one question remains unanswered:
what the hell am I listening to?